Monday, May 9, 2011

Before work overtakes us

It's 8am and I'm trying to stay asleep so I don't feel hungry- ultrasound today at 11am- I don't know if my diverticulitis is getting better but I had a ham and avocado spread sandwich on grain rye bread at midnight and it repeated on me every which way. Having it at midnight probably didn't help.
Everyone has gone while I was asleep, the bed is warm and the tv is murmuring in the corner. Luxury is living an unhurried life. I can get used to this. I don't know what to expect with the ultrasound. I just want the infection to go away now. I've had it for almost 3 weeks and its tiresome.
Probably should go back to sleep. As much as my brain is thinking these things, my mouth is dry and my throat is slightly sore and I don't want to read anything back to myself.
I should plop straight back down and doze. Don't think I can though.
Blogging probably doesn't help. Or being on my iPad.

Its after midnight and we begin again

Two days ago i was taken by ambulance to the local hospital. I had what turned out to be Gallstones passing through me. I was officially, a physical mess. Sitting in the Emergecy room after being administered morphine, an ultrasound and then kicked out of the single bed in the receiving area, i thought about the last few weeks of my life- Gout in March, Diverticulitis ongoing, Back spasms and now Gallstones. I've just turned 40 years old and fast tracking towards 70.
This is where i get off the Merry go round.